Tuesday, January 27, 2015

We Were Cool

Today an aching sadness comes to me in the middle of Silver Sneakers.

We’re working out to a medley of remastered Beatles tunes, classmate Mary and me adding our voices to the thrumming beat when the spirit moves. “Yeah, you’re gonna lose that girl..” “She’s got a ticket to ri-i-ide...” “I get by with a little help from my friends….” Silver heads bob to the music, glued to trainer Margaret’s instructions, “heels front, right, and left…now keep the feet, add the arms,” following once again the gentle exercise routine we enjoy twice weekly at the Y.

As embodied in their music, the moptop lads from Liverpool are forever frozen in time. But we’re not. Look at us, with our paunchy bellies, lined faces, thinning hair, stooped shoulders. Our bodies betray the kids we still feel like inside.

But we were cool once. We wore bellbottom pants, love beads, mini skirts, nehru jackets. We were pilgrims in San Francisco for the Summer of Love. We grooved on Jefferson Airplane and the Doors. We got high. Then we got serious. We marched on Washington for an end to war. We made babies, started families, hosted stoned soul picnics. We were all at Woodstock, whether in person or not. We bought every Beatles album as they came out, played them over and over, memorized all the words. “Lucy in the sky-y with diamonds….”

We’re done with our final stretch now, seated back in our chairs, and Margaret leads us in deep breathing and calming thoughts to end the session. Today she invokes her favorite phrase, “All is well.” Pondering, I realize we have no choice but to follow suit. 

We were cool once. All is well.

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